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Yay, I've decided to start blogging.

I've started a blog in highschool to keep my writing skills at par. Whatever that means. I just really want to keep a blog so as to practice my writing skills. Or just to have a little space where I can write my thoughts, my ideas, my emotions.. that sort of thing. I'm constantly self concious about my writing, which really troubles me. At least if I keep a blog, then no one will be able to read my non-sense musings. 

 

Okay, well maybe to document some of my brilliant ideas. HAHA. Or probably write down the beautiful moments I really want to remember. 

 

As a kid, I used to write diaries. Journals even, if you can call it that. The thing about me is, that my brain is a shamble of thoughts, I can't quite express myself well on paper or any medium for that matter because all these words and ideas and thoughts are bubbling inside my head all at once and I just lose one stream of thought. Yes, my brain is in total disarray. If you can find a room with dim lighting, and lots of paper with one word written in each of them, scattered on the floor, flying everywhere, that would be what my brain looks like. And so, most of the diaries I've kept are almost well incomprehinsible. Well that's a little bit exaggerating it, yet I really do feel at times that I need to set myself straight -- lifestyle wise -- and probably my thoughts, how I act and how I write would most probably follow. Let's all keep our fingers crossed.

On a different note, yay! At least I am starting a new blog. This would have to categorize as my college blog. 

Yes, I have given up on my appreciation for things a long while back. Maybe because I gave up on my taste -- for music, books, etc because I'm afraid that I don't measure up to what it is that I have to accomplish in life. I don't want to seem narcissistic but I know that I am meant for so much more than what I am actually doing.

 

And so, maybe I can actually document the details of this journey, and see how I progress from this rut I am now in. I really hope I update this blog. I really, really, really do.